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Thoughts At The Altar

I was reading this article and it made me think back to when I got married. What was I honking standing there in front of my soon to be husband? It seems stupid but I wasn't thinking anything. I wasn't nervous or scared, I just wanted to repeat the right words and wanted to start our life. As someone who is so full of constant self doubt, nerves and anxiety- this was one of the few times I was free of all of that and just certain. No questions no cold feet. Just like the day I met him. (Which again, a rarity. I'm a mess of all kinds of nerves when meeting anyone ever).

So I don't know if that means anything to our future. I take nothing for granted. But I never doubt that he was/is what michelle needed/needs since we met until hopefully forever.